There are about one million things running(no...stomping) in my head and I don't even know where to begin to start. Sometimes All the time, I have to stop myself from thinking I can only post happy/cheerful things on here. I want this blog to be a reflection of my life. My life is not always fun. I don't always have amazing days. I never really go out for awesome adventures, and I don't always have the coolest pictures.

I want things, but I don't know how to go about them.

I don't know how to write them.

So, it's all blank.

I'd like for this blog to take off...but how?
I'd like to have a full time job, that isn't teaching...but what?
I wish to be more financially stable...but how?
I want______...but when? How?

I draw up blanks.

Usually this is where I'd intervene with what God has shown me recently that applies to this struggle, but again...blank.

This is my cry:

I'm finding myself at a loss for words
And the funny thing is it's okay
The last thing I need is to be heard
But to hear what You would say


  1. I'm right there with you. Thanks for this today... that song is just what I needed to hear.

  2. I can relate Lauren! Last night it came to my attention that there are several things I feel like the Lord wants me to do, but I don't know how or even where to begin.

  3. I'm in the same spot.Thanks for the encouraging song.

  4. sometimes it's hard to decide what to post and what not to post! i'd say don't put too much pressure on yourself :) and thank goodness God is in control!